wow fk haha so my laptop suddenly crashed today and i lost some files which are damn important.. for finals… in less than 3 weeks… thank god (actually no thank me) that i am super wary of this kinda technology shit screwing up.. so i back up my stuff quite often but still sian 

why is nothing going right ugh want study also cannot…… my life is so exciting 


you wont have an answer to everything in life.. and thats okay. you will be okay.

just a random thought but i think i wld rather let people misunderstand me than to open up to them and explain. cause the thing is that 1) i dont need everyone to understand me + 2) i cant find the words to say how i feel 99% of the time 

maybe someday i wont suck as badly at communication as i do now