wow fk haha so my laptop suddenly crashed today and i lost some files which are damn important.. for finals… in less than 3 weeks… thank god (actually no thank me) that i am super wary of this kinda technology shit screwing up.. so i back up my stuff quite often but still sian 

why is nothing going right ugh want study also cannot…… my life is so exciting 

just a random thought but i think i wld rather let people misunderstand me than to open up to them and explain. cause the thing is that 1) i dont need everyone to understand me + 2) i cant find the words to say how i feel 99% of the time 

maybe someday i wont suck as badly at communication as i do now