sometimes i wonder, are other people’s 2.17AM thoughts happy thoughts? because mine has rarely been. they say that happiness is a choice, but is it really? i personally feel that it isnt.. that maybe some people just cant escape unhappiness.. idk
i feel so inadequate these days. like why do people seem like their lives are so perfect while im stuck here feeling like mine’s gonna fall apart anytime. or is it just that they are better at pretending that everything is fine than i am? yknow, fake it till you make it?
sigh im so sick of these thoughts… GET OUT