I realized I don’t really understand myself very well. And it scares me how much I don’t know what I want. Time is running out and I don’t want to make the wrong choice—life doesn’t always give you second chances and I don’t want to need one.
Hopefully I can find something that sparks an interest in me sometime soon. I really don’t want to live like this, without any aim or purpose. I want my life to be meaningful. I want to feel something.